I need to appologize, I hate not posting a blog when I say I am going to. I have been really busy with LIFE. I went back to work on September 12, I am glad that I did. I think work was glad to have me back too. I have lost alot already. I don't know the definate number, but we shall say around 50 pounds if not more. One day I was at home bored and I pulled out a pair of jeans that I haven't been able to wear for almost 4 years, guess what? I didn't think they were going to go over my hips, and OMG they did. I have been wearing them for a couple weeks, I hope soon that they won't fit at all and when I put them on that they will fall to the floor! I feel excellent, today I had so much energy that I didn't know what to do with myself for the first time since surgery. I must be recovering very well for that to happen!
As for food, CHICKEN is not my friend. I have tried to eat it with some light mayo, anything that would be good "lubrication" to get it down the hatch. Nothing worked and I was throwing it up right away. Seafood is my best friend as long as it is cooked correctly. I am happy to say that I like seafood so it's not a problem for me to eat it and if it stays down it makes me very excited.
My emotions are worse than a pregnant woman's emotions, one minute I will be the happiest person in the world, the next I want to take someone's head off. It's a rollercoaster. They said in time it is supposed to pass.
It's is crazy how someone can be so different before a huge life change and now I am doing amazing and proud of my decision. I plan to succeed. Even though the dietician says you can eat whatever you want, but this is what we want you to eat, I still like to consider that what they want me to eat is all I can eat and nothing more. I make the rules extremer than usual because I need to tell myself that's the rules. I know I will succeed if I follow the "rules" that way.
I will have a before and after pic posted soon so you can see the HUGE change already. I know you will be excited.
